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Hello there 

 Ashton here

and here's how I'm feeling at this exact moment!

So I am sitting here about to lose my F*ing mind...
Please excuse my *

Last week I had a nice trip to the E.R. because I was having heart palpitations

when we got there my heart rate was jumping from 60 to 166 

at first I was really scared 

but now I'm just frustrated

 all my bloodwork came back okay

except

I have relatively high blood pressure and I'm anemic

which means they have no clue what's causing the changes in my heart rate

now I have to sport a heart monitor for a few days

and wait to hear something from the results

I guess it's just because I am frustrated and want to know what's going on 

but I cannot sleep 

I wanted to go to sleep hours ago, I'm so tired 

but cannot get comfortable with this thing on

I'm pretty sure I have decided heart monitors suck...

Has anyone else had to wear one, if so what caused the irregularity?

Hope everyone's having a great week, thank you for reading!

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